| July 1st rocks my socks! |
[22 Aug 2005|09:46pm] |
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Ayumi Hamasaki - Over |
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Well, I'm tired. I stayed up til 7am today all for Ana. Mmm, I'm glad she will be ok. SOOOO, I changed my layout again. SURPRISE! IT ISN'T GACKT!! It's Klaha <3! The little cutey-pie he is! *snuggles Klaha* Klaha~~ why are you so adorable?! Who cares... I want you bish! Yay! *huggles Klaha* Soo, nothing much new going on. I like feel lost lately... or I have felt this way since my parents split but haven't noticed. Yay, it's safe of me to say that I am not the same person everyone once knew. Who knows... fucked up events and emotions being played with can screw someone up. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. I guess I kinda lost my job because Joe closed down the deli... D: But he did say he wanted me to work in pinebush... :\ I've been off work for a whole week and crap. I don't think it's gunna happen. D: So I need to look for a new job now... jesus christ. I was happy at the deli, even if I had to work with my dad all the time. I'm going to North Carolina Aug. 31 with Amanda. I hope it'll be fun, but knowing me, it might not. Amanda will make it fun for me I bet. *yawns* I drank half of my 2liter bottle of lemonade yesterday while working on my mIRC bot. Yes... I can script, what now biotches. I wish my bot could come to life and kill some ppl. Ahaha, ok, I'm going to stop that cause I don't want to sound like a psycho. Lol, I've been eventful ever since certain friendships have ended. I'm not stuck in the same freaking lame-o-loop. Ohhhh god things get boring so quickly after you do them like 100 times over! Jesus... and I feel better with no Roleplaying. I was getting bored of that too, it's like a sick addiction. No more with that. *wipes hands* Anyways, I reached 1113 pics of Gackt today. I got a cute file of him on HEY!HEY!HEY! too. He performs Last Song on it. He's so cute... teehee. Klaha go marry Gackt bish. XD Anyways, enough from me!!! *runs off*
For the record I hate vidoll, they sound like crap. >_>;
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(7 Dark Princes † have been found)
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| No Sleep makes Jenn cranky~~~ mouuu~~ *pout* |
[18 Aug 2005|01:23pm] |
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Klaha - Sayonara |
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Yeah... I didn't sleep last night... because I couldn't! D: I feel a tad cranky... just a tad. Today I will hang out with Amanda and Christine. Mmm, such good news! My gf is serious about coming in Thanksgiving break! :Dx1973863 billion! If so, I'll take her to Cali with me afterwards for the J-Rock connection. I was originally going to bring someone else, but she can go have fun talking to all her best friends online! Ana is much better to have around anyways ;D. I have to go in the shower... I will soon... then I'll bleep Christine and tell her I'm on meh way. So I'm real excited for today and for Thanksgiving break now! It'll be fun in the sun! I have been active outside much this week and last weekend. Ahhh, good times with Amanda and Megan. Psshwaa, Jake too. (kinda...) XD. Ooooo! I bought a new hoodie! It's red!! Yay for red hoodie! It's a FMA (Fullmetal Alchemist) hoodie! :3 I like it much because it's very soft on the inside. 4.:14104·143004·1430pm04:. 02«+Nana02» 96%, tasting like cherries, with a strong aftertase that takes away your breath.. 4.:14104·143004·1441pm04:. 02«+Nana02» It was like experiencing the first time I met you Jennifer. :3. .//////. She's so cute and sweet and... *hides from blushing* Ok Ok OK OK! I'm going in the shower.
Ooo, yes, I changed my layout. I kinda like this plain Gackt-ness feel :D
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| Still amused. |
[07 Aug 2005|09:01pm] |
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Ana - Don't say |
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Some people really do make me laugh alot. :) Ty for the laughter. I'm so happy... well that's thanks to Ana, I love her so much. This weekend was fun, I got a tan :O! I don't like the sun, I am reminded why it's my worst enemy. I don't mind tans, makes me look better, but jesus, I felt so sick thanks to it. I was at Downey Park or w/e the fuck it is called with Megan and Amanda. Little confusion over myself, but then it is fixed. Now I got confusion on another thing. Gotta make up my mind about something. Weee, that's all.
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(1 Dark Prince † have been found)
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| Amusement |
[31 Jul 2005|12:08am] |
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Savage Garden - Truly, Madly, Deeply |
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AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Ohhh mannn!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
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(7 Dark Princes † have been found)
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| Sleepy koneko-chan. |
[25 Jul 2005|08:16pm] |
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Ashanti - Foolish |
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I'm so sleepy.... so so so so so sleepy. I'm bored also. Ana is with her friends, so I don't really expect to see her again tonight :(. I miss her... ^^;. She has a funeral to go to tomorrow. I'll be with Christine, doing whatever we decide to do. I gotta give her a ring a ding ling. I miss Christine, she is awesome to hang out with. We haven't really hung out in so long and I feel bad about that. It will be even harder now with college and work. I will try meh best though. I have certain distractions out of my life now, so I hope to have more room for her. I can't stop yawning! Well this weekend I will hang out wiff Amanderz, maybe some others too... who knows. Depends who Amanderz wants to hang out wiff. I'M STILL YAWNING!!! *yawn* I'm so sleepy ;.;. I made two new Gackt wallpapers. They're just for personal use, so they won't go on Saikai~story~. *yawns again* I think I keep yawning because I'm so damn bored. I'm home alone this whole week til about 7. Yay! My brother and dad are on vacation in NC. It's such a nice thing to be home alone. No one who is annoying is wiff me. I had a good laugh wiff my mom before. I forget over what, but I know we had it. Har har har... that's all biotches.
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| Bored to t3h core. |
[24 Jul 2005|11:25pm] |
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Ana - Don't say |
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I'm really bored. Well today I removed things from Saikai~story~ and deleted someone's forum name. I don't care if they sign up again, but they won't.. so it's good. I redid my LJ info since I obviously was wrongfully stripped of my claims. Do I care? I admit I am pissed cause I was wrongfully removed of them, but I don't care otherwise. Just some stupid banner and words that don't really mean anything cause it's not like you own the actual person. Well let's see, remember my last post? Well I am together with the person I was speaking of. Heh, she's really amazing, and actually serious about being with me. Were both hoping she gets into the NYC college she applied to. I really do love her... she is so much like me it's not even funny. We get along so well... and she is just amazing, maybe my soul mate. Mmm, that's the feeling I get anyway. Well... I'm tired and Ana still hasn't come back from when she told me she'd only be an hour... so my assumption is that she went to bed. That's it... boogie down biotches.
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| Fucking sick of ppl |
[21 Jul 2005|02:03am] |
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Backstreet Boys - Just want you to know |
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Right now at this very hour, I so deemly fucking cut all ties with someone. I cannot stand the childish attitude. I don't even fucking care if your reading this. Let me fucking tell you something... if you'd take time and take your head out of your fucking ass and quit fucking walking around in life saying how miserable it fucking is you'd be happy ok. If your all wondering why suddenly I'm so fucking pissed off its because I just found out suddenly I lose my claims in the community Claim a J-Bitch. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT, EXPLAIN THAT TO ME HUH. JUST CAUSE YOU GET INTO YOUR LITTLE I'M A FUCKING VICTIM ATTITUDE SHIT DOESN'T MEAN I SUDDENLY LOSE MY FUCKING CLAIMS ASS. You know what, you really need to grow up. Makes me fucking laugh how bad you act. -___- I hope certain ppl end up killing themselfs. Im through caring. SN's have been removed from my buddylist and I never want to talk to certain ppl ever again. I'm sick of being a nice person and one god damn time I say something about my feelings being hurt ppl write shit on their LJ about crap that isn't true. FUCK OFF ALL OF YOUR IMMATURE JACKASSES ALRIGHT? OKAY GOOD, CAUSE YOUR USING UP ALL OUR OXYGEN. Kay, thnks. :D
Karen...it'll never happen again, I am through. Ppl can live in their fantasy worlds were everything is perfect like we always say.
Okay, thank you, buh-bye!
Btw, I don't fucking care if you laugh at the song I have on cause I like it ok, you fucking asses. *flips everyone who laughs at it off* Atleast I can fucking understand it.
Yay! More money to save up for CA and going to the J-Rock Connection! w00t!
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| Wooo~~~ |
[18 Jul 2005|01:20am] |
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Aerosmith - Don't wanna miss a thing |
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I'm finally home. Hahaha, I hung out with Megan and Amanda for like four days. It was crazy stuff. We fucking, ok no, I changed a sign to say "God less America" ahahaha, they took it all down after that!! It was hilarious. Too bad I couldn't get a picture of it. Next goal is to make one say: "Gackt is God." I'm sleepy but I don't want to leave til Nana goes to bed. I got a new cell phone so to all you ppl who have my old number delete it from memory... unless you want to end up speaking to my brother. Its a nextel~~~ Yayyy!! I finally got it! $41.00 a month. Not that bad... and the phone only cost $107.64. Scary that I remember the exact price xD. So I like someone in a different country... :\ They might be coming over here to NYC though for College... so if that does happen I am looking foward to develope something with them. They like me back and are certain about it, so I am gunna take it slow... REAL slow this time if anything does happen so I don't end up getting hurt.... again...
Anyways... I fucking tripped the wires in my bedroom before. XD I forget my plugs are sensitive and then I hit one by accident... and BAM everything turns off. It was amusing to me of course, because my pc and light kept flashing and making a funny noise. I ONLY HAVE 600 DOLLARS LEFT I FUCKING NEED TO PAY MY CAR INSURANCE AND OLD PHONE BILL. AHHH THAT WILL LEAVE ME WITH LIKE 300 DOLLARS. Fuck I'm kinda bad at keeping my money. Lol, but hey~~~ I got Fruits Basket manga vol.1 and 2!! I FACKING LOVE KYOU AND YUKI AND AND THAT DUDE WHO TURNS INTO THE COW. Fruits Basket is such a facking awesome anime <3. I bought new shoes as well! I got these red and white adidas shoes and these OP ones, that are dark grey and pink!! I, I, I uhmmm... yar, that's all I bought. XD Squii~~~
Hey... mine and Belinda's song came on... XDD *bites her Silly Goose*
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(1 Dark Prince † have been found)
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| Pissed off... |
[15 Jul 2005|01:01am] |
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Marilyn Manson - This is the new shit |
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Ok, let me tell you, people piss me the fuck off. Mainly, saying shit that never happened over something I asked to not be fucking placed as. I swear, people are just mental retards sometimes. Really... especially those fucks working in FYE. They sold me a copy of Bunjingai(which is awesome) with a fucking cut up shitty condition booklet. Needless to say I'm exchanging it tomorrow. I forget why else I'm pissed... oh... I fucking cracked my new Marilyn Mason(-Mansion-lol, Megan, Amanda...) cd case. That I will just swap with a better case I got here. This fucking song is just awesome. Fucking Amanda, Sara, Megan and Jenna corrupted me into liking him. I fucking LOVE his beats. This song though is just the fucking greatest along with that other one where he says something about F-U-C-K and all I'm missing is a bitch like you! God those songs are just fucking awesome. So yar! I'm pissed fucking off! Good note though, I got a Nextel, fucking finally.
Lyrics:
Marilyn Manson This Is The New Shit
Everything's been said before There's nothing left to say anymore When it's all the same You can ask for it by name
Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along
Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit? Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Do we need it? NO! Do we want it? YEAH! This is the new shit Stand up and admit it
Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Everything's been said before There's nothing left to say anymore When it's all the same You can ask for it by name
Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit? Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Do we need it? NO! Do we want it? YEAH! This is the new shit Stand up and admit it
Now it's you-know-who I've got the you-know-what I stick it in the you-know-where You know why, you don't care Now it's you-know-who I've got the you-know-what I stick it in the you-know-where You know why, you don't care Now it's you-know-who I've got the you-know-what I stick it in the you-know-where You know why, you don't care Now it's you-know-who I've got the you-know-what I stick it in the you-know-where You know why, you don't care
Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along
Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit? Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Do we need it? NO! Do we want it? YEAH! This is the new shit Stand up and admit it
Let us We're entertaining you Let us We're entertaining you Let us We're entertaining you Let us We're entertaining you Let us We're entertaining you
Okay, I'm going to go to bed now... after fucking around with my new phone. <3 I will go calm down before I break something or someone. >:O RAR BIOTCH!
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(3 Dark Princes † have been found)
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| Mmmm, nuffin muffin. |
[13 Jul 2005|11:12pm] |
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Three doors down - Let me go |
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I've been really tired lately. I guess its due to work and stress. I don't know why I stress out... I guess it's because I'm an emotional person and certain things really bother me and hurt me. :\ People tell me I take things too personally... but its my feelings and if I want too I will. My dad hurts my feelings a lot... *sighs* I recently dyed my hair black, my bangs blue... or were suppose to be blue but it screwed up. I like it... my dad made fun of me... and laughed at me everytime he looked at me. My mom too... she said I looked stupid and ridicolous. What ever happened to people respecting others feelings and what they happened to like? My dad catagorizes me a lot and few others do also. Then again many kids did it to me as I was growing up. Let me tell you... I hate it, a whole lot. I know what people think too when they look at me, they assume I'm a tomboy type person, just over my clothes. I'm sorry to say but that's sad of ppl to think that way of me. Over clothes? Clothes are fucking clothes, I wear what I'm comfortable in, if you don't like it tough shit. Doesn't make me less of a girl then others who wear tight forming clothes. In short, clothes don't make a person. It's worse when my family does it to me. It shows how much they really care... like my mom, she's like: "Leave your hair in a ponytail it makes you look like a girl!" D: Like I didn't before hand...
*mega sigh*
I think Karen really understands how I feel about catagorizing. Maybe because she thinks like me. The most that bothers me right up there with that tomboyish crap is music genre labeling. I can understand calling someone a fan of something, that's respectable. But, saying like "wannabe black" or "poppy girl" or "heavy metalist" and so on is not respectable in my opinion. Its throwing the person into a one sided catagory, making them look as if that's all they like... IMO. To me its like labeling the person without knowing them. Now I admit I'm a pop fan, but I'm also a rock fan, country fan, kinda a heavy-metal fan, and I'll basicly listen to anything I like and can understand. I guess it can go like the tomboy thing, one genre doesn't make up the person's music *pauses**thinkthinkthink* I forget the word ^^;... persona. There.. yeah, that's how I view it. One genre doesn't make up the person's music persona.
:\ I guess you could say I take it too personally but when its my feelings that are being hurt I don't care. /: Go ahead and make fun of me if you please, but I really couldn't care less because that's how I feel and think of it.
Now I was going to say something else... oh yeah.. some customer complained today. -0- You know its funny that all a sudden because some idiot leaves without his sandwhich is suddenly the direct meaning too: "They were busy yapping." Yar, nice huh? -0- Stupid man, I went to get his sandwhich and asked Donna "Is his italian classic done yet?" and Jackie then asked Donna, "Is this salad good Donna?" how the fuck is that yapping to each other? People are getting dumber and dumber by the second. Makes you wonder...
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| Breakaway |
[06 Jul 2005|07:37pm] |
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Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway |
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Soooo, needless to say since I have felt shitty since my last entry... well... fourth of July was an amazingly fun day with Christine, Jackie, Jackie and Eddy. I had a lot of fun! Thanks guys! Then I went to Karen's the next day was it? Oh who cares... I was with Karen, Danika, Lisa and Meaghan! Whooo! I had a lot of fun with them and I had slept over and didn't go into work today due to it. I'm glad I was with everyone right after feeling like complete shit. I feel so great now! I'm very happy and looking foward to finding a boyfriend this time because I've been fucked over by girls too much. I told Karen to smack me if I go after a girl I like agian. If I do... well... she better not lead me on something that she doesn't even fucking care for. No more insensitive experimental stupid wasteful relationships. She has to be for real, I'm not chasing if your "experimenting." Experimenting is like getting like drunk or some shit and hooking up with a girl you don't know. You don't lead someone on who is serious about their emotions and then say its an experiment. Either you dig girls or you don't. So yeah, I am excited in going out and finding a boyfriend this time. I have missed guys like a bunch... but if I like someone I go after them and I learned now that is not a good idea. No more getting flamed, in a sense of putting it. I don't want my emotions toyed with anymore, basicly. I know a guy could toy with them also... but hey, at least I know he'd be into girls. Unless I like ended up flirting with a confused gay guy... how embarrashing would that be?!
"Goosshhh" "Napolene, don't be jealous of me because I talk to babes online all day."
XD Lmfao, Thanks again everyone for cheering me up!
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(4 Dark Princes † have been found)
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| ring ring ring banana phone |
[03 Jul 2005|10:20pm] |
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SIAM SHADE - Black |
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So today... I never came out of my room. Yeah that's like how shitty I'm feeling. I ate cookies today, that's it. I didn't want to go anywhere, do anything or eat. I'm feeling better now because I talked to someone. I've decided I'm not going to go back on my old habbits like I did last time with my other ex. Instead I'm just going to like fall back on that cute asian boy I was interested in dating or w/e. I'm not going to let others hurt me anymore. If they do, I'm not going to let get it to me. I've had enough greif in my life and trouble so this time around I'm just going to allow myself to be happy.
My dad was being a big baby today, but that's old news.
I finally finished updating Saikai~story~. Go check it out ;D.
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| .... :\ |
[02 Jul 2005|11:16pm] |
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Dir en grey - Ain't Afraid to Die |
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Is there some sort of sign on me that reads: "I'm a pile of dirt, go ahead walk on me!" Seriously... I just went through another breakup and you know what, it fucking hurts. I was just another experiment for someone to use. Twice that has happened... a total 3 time fuck over. Worst of it all is probably the fact that this last one probably doesn't even fucking care about my feelings. *sighs* I'm sick of relationships and this is why, cause I just turn out to be either not good enough or just an easy experiment. People fucking suck, they really do. Toying with someone's emotions isn't nice... it leaves them thinking there worthless, or close to it. Which is the way I feel right now...
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| Post number 2 |
[01 Jul 2005|10:21pm] |
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GLAY - be with you |
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WHOO! I got in the mood to like... DO NOTHING. I am updating my Gackt shrine finally! I am having problems with it though, the HTML codes won't listen to me. Before when I had takened out the links from the iFRAME and put them seperately I told it to align left, it went right. I was like... "wtf" anyways... I'm tired... bai baiz
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| Post number 1 |
[01 Jul 2005|09:38pm] |
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Gackt - Leeca |
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I got tagged... apparently.
PART ONE (50 songs) List 5 of your all time FAVORITE J-rock bands/artists and the 10 best songs you like by them, in any order you wish.
1. MALICE MIZER -N.p.s N.g.s [N-Type] -Uruwashiki Kamen no Shotaijou -Brise -Bel air ~kuuhaku no toki no naka de~ -Gekka no yasoukyoku -Je te veux -Ma Cherie -Madrigal -Transylvania -APRES MIDI ~aru paris no gogo de~ -ILLUMINATI (I suppose... I think I heard it too much and feels kind of played out to me)
2. Gackt -Love Letter -BLACK STONE -ANOTHER WORLD -Metamorphoze -Mizérable -Last Song -Kimi ga oikaketa yume -Kimi no tameni dekiru koto -Kimi ga matteiru kara -U+K
3. BoA -Love and Honesty -Listen to my Heart -Double -Amazing Kiss -Merri Chri -WINDING Road Ft.DABO -NO.1 -Don't start now -Stay in Love -Shine we are!
4. SIAM SHADE -Black -Life -Risk -Never End -Passion -Rainbow -Sexual Sniper - - - (I left the last three blank because I lost my other mp3's) I'll edit it later.
5. PIERROT -Freaks -Yuuyami Suicide -Agitator -Sepia -Smiely Skeleton -Love and Peace -Paradox -Labyrinth -Psychedelic Lover -Haruka
PART TWO (20 songs) Name 5 bands/artists you like a lot, but didn't make it to the first top five and four songs you like by them.
1. Közi -ISM -Honey Vanity -Crimson Star - *leave the last blank for savings!*
2. Ayumi Hamasaki -Naturally -dearest -Because of You -Evolution
3. X Japan -Endless Rain -X -Kurenai -Say anything
4. Klaha -Penquin -Scape~transparent without wings~ -Stay in the Rain -Sayonara
5. GLAY -be with you -Wet Dream -Winter Again -Way of Difference
PART THREE (15 songs) List 3 J-rock bands or artists that you just think are good/OK with 3 songs that you really, really like anyway.
1. hide -Pink Spider -Rocket Dive -lemoned
2. hyde -HELLO -SHALLOW SLEEP -Angel's Tale
3. Due'le Quartz -Muddy Blood -Jisatsu Ganbou -Monuke no kara
4. Moi dix Mois -Forbidden -La Dix Croixx -front et baiser
5. L'Arc~en~ciel -Driver's High -Honey -Route 666
PART FOUR (10 songs) List two of your favorite songs from 5 bands/artists you think are OK, but used to like a lot more... or, a band that you only really like two or so songs from them.
1. Gazette -Best Friends -juunana sai
2. Pennicillin -Romance - *leave the last blank for savings!*
3. *leave blank for savings!* -*leave blank for savings!* -*leave blank for savings!*
4. *leave blank for savings!* -*leave blank for savings!* -*leave blank for savings!*
5. *leave blank for savings!* -*leave blank for savings!* -*leave blank for savings!*
PART FIVE (5 songs) List a song from five bands/artists you like, but you don't care for the band itself.
1. vidoll -mommyxdaddy (I don't even like the vocalists voice... but the instruments sound so nifty!)
2. Miyavi -Ashita tenki ni nare
3. Gazette -Sentimental na onigokko
4. *leave blank for savings!* -*leave blank for savings!*
5. *leave blank for savings!* -*leave blank for savings!*
OK, now you're done with the survey... feel free to tag five of your friends. I am going to tag:
megami_michiko madskysraining kaoru_camui
HA! I tag three! Cause I don't want to tag five! SAY WHAAATTTT!!! OOOO!
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| thingy mo-bob-er |
[27 Jun 2005|12:19am] |
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01. Last Cigarette: Psshwaaa, 13 years old? 02. Last Kiss: Months ago...? 03. Last Cry: Um.... how do I know... 04. Last Library Book Checked Out: I've been in a library?! OH NOES!! *goes to get cleansed* 05. Last Movie Seen In a Theater: Uhhh, what was it... OH YES, Star Wars Ep.3 06. Last Book Read: XDD funnyyy 07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: I don't know, but I'd probably say fuck. 08. Last Beverage Drank: Vanilla Pepsi!! 09. Last Food Consumed: Fried chicken. 10. Last TV Show Watched: Some weird Hair Salon Reality TV show! THE HAIR SALON DRAMA!! OH NOES!! 11. Last Time Showered: Today at like 2 in the afternoon. 12. Last Shoes Worn: Black Sketchers 13. Last CD Played: BoA - Listen To My Heart 14. Last Soda Drank: Vanilla Pepsi!! :3 15. Last Thing Written: This sentence, up til the next thing I write! 16. Last Words Spoken: Whaa 17. Last Sleep: I don't fucking know, like that matters. 18. Last Ice Cream Eaten: COFFEE!!! 19. Last Time Wanting to Die: Few days ago. 20. Last Time Dancing: AHAHAHA, what a joke!! 22. Last Big Car Ride: TO NYC AND THEN ENDING UP IN LONG FUCKING ISLAND >:O I HATE YOU LONG ISLAND! 23. Last Disappointment: That's my personal business. 24. Last Time Scolded: I don't know, whenever my dad speaks to me. 25. Last Web Site Visited: LJ obviously.
01. Piericings: One in each ear 02. Tattoos: None 03. Height: 5'8 or so 04. Shoe size: 6.5 05. Hair color: Dirty Blonde with very faded highlights. 06. Siblings: One very annoying obnoxious older brother. 01. Last Movie Rented: Pet Semetary, Miss Congeniality 2, and Cursed. 02. Last Movie Bought: Basketball Dairies, Murder by Numbers and The Man in the Iron Mask. 03. Last Song Listened To: PIERROT - Mad Sky 04. Last Song That Was Stuck In Your Head: Kimi no tameni dekiru koto 05. Last CD Bought: Gackt - MARS...? 07. Last Person You Called: My dad 08. Last Person That Called You: My dad...
01. You wish you could live somewhere else: YES. 02. You think about suicide: Do you attempt Suicide...? Mmm, yes please. 03. You believe in online dating: Yeah I guess, if you have true feelings and are going to make attempts to see the person. 05. You want more piercings: Yes, but I'm too much of a wuss. 06: You like roller coasters: They're awesome! And to think, I hated them. 07: Cursive or Print: I mostly write in print, but cursive is so much nicer.
FOR OR AGAINST Suicide: Against it, but I don't know, being a little suicidal myself. Long distance relationships: Bad experiences. Killing People: Depends, did they deserve it? Drinking: FOR!! Drunk people are funny...except those abusive I take it to far people. Smoking: I really hate smoking, it should be destroyed. Drugs: Engh, against it, drugs are bad... they make people bad people.
FAVORITE Thing to do: Be online...but that's lacking a little as my favorite activity now. Thing to talk about: Gackt.... and yaoi... and nekos... and... neko gackt yaoi sex... Store: If a store that sells Gackt yaoi or just plain out yaoi or plain out japanese guy things suddenly exsist over in this fucking disgusting shit ass thing we call america, then that be the place. Movie: Moon Child or the Kill Bill Volumes. Book: Goblins in the Castle!! Show: NONE, unless you devote a channel to J-Rock. Singer or Group: MALICE MIZER... and Gackt I guess O_O there's too many. Song: Ohhh jesus fuckers, screw you I can't pick just ONE. Holiday: My birthday and the death to God! or jesus, whoever the fuck...
HAVE YOU EVER Lied: Who doesn't? Fucking seriously... Cried over a boy: HAHAHAHA.... AHAHAHAHAHA.......... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Got in a fight: Fights are fucking awesome... well when its with people you don't like. Been arrested: Nooopppeee, surprisingly! Had sex: D: You had to say the S word, didn't you?! Broke bones: Nevvvaaarrr Cheated on a test: AHAHAHAHA </laughter>
WHAT Shampoo do you use: Treseme!! O LA LA! Are you scared of: SPIDERS AND UGLY SCARY GORILLAS KNOWN AS THE AVERAGE AMERICAN. Shoes do you wear: Whatever I like to.
NUMBER OF times you had your heart broken: Well, I'd say twice... I'm over one but not the other. *flips Paul off* times you broke someone's heart: I think maybe once. times you've been kissed: Like I fucking know! Do I look like I take out a fucking notepad and tally it off each time I kiss or been kissed by someone!? people you've kissed: LIKE I SAID, I DON'T FUCKING TALLY IT EACH TIME. Dumbass. drugs taken: Nevvarr friends you trust: TRUST NO ONE! LOL! I'm kidding, only a handful... meaning three. things in the past you regret: AHAHAHAHA... Paul... oh yes... Paul what a wasted year or three that was. Little fucking gay american ugly ass he was.
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[19 Jun 2005|07:46pm] |
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I'm not having a very good day. Seriously I'm not. My dad's making me feel like shit for not seeing him today and over the whole NC crap. I don't think I did anything wrong! I wished him a happy father's day, I also told him to have a nice day. EVEN still, Friday I had asked him what he wanted to do, so I knew... he didn't tell me anything! I didn't even spend Mother's day with my mom. I wished her a happy mother's day, gave her a card and ended up in my room the whole day playing video games. I don't think I did anything wrong to get the shit stick. This NC business is f*ed up too... I asked to bring Kerri, she can't go, so I was still going to go. I freaking say one thing: "No, not really." about looking foward to it and suddenly: "Forget it, I don't want you to come anymore." Jesus fucking christ... do I have to be jumping up and down happy excited to go someplace now a days?! The worse of it all, I don't find it easy to communicate to my parents. It's hard for me because I feel like they spent more time and effort in trying to help Jay with his problems over me. I wish this day would end, cause now I feel like shit. Worse of it all I have to go to work with him tomorrow. Is he going to make me feel like more shit? Who knows... I still don't think I did anything wrong. I admit, if I had gone to see him it be nice... but I didn't so too bad.
I feel like I'm making everyone feel like bad today...
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| Shoot the bunny and win a free iPOD! |
[16 Jun 2005|09:17pm] |
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Yes... shoot the bunny and win a free iPOD! No I don't really mean it! Karen would die if I really did. It was actually one of those game advertisement banners. I shot the bunny though... five times. It was fun! xD I love bunnies, demo... I won't go crying over a fake one on a PC! It didn't even look like a normal bunny... I think like... Mr. President whack ass drew it. So like... Kami-chan is TOTEMO bored! D:! I hate being bored... and I really want to talk to my Gaku-chan. I wanna see how she is doing with those list of things she says she has been having to do. Mmm... eto... I think she's probably watching a movie or out with Mitch and her mother. If that is so, I hope she is having fun ^o^! I just realized I turned my american music on for one song and haven't turned it off yet. Ahaha, how amusing is this... X-JAPAN I'll kill you comes on! I guess X-JAPAN wants to kill american pop singers. No real lose there... since no female or male pop singers are good, nor do they have good morals. Well, that's the ones not singing over broken hearts.
OHHHH GINGER SNAPS! I CHANGED MY LJ LAYOUT!! wh0000! Like I did yesterday... but I LOVE this voyage Gackt one much much much much much better. :D I think my Gaku-chan will like it much much much much much much better also. Who doesn't love long haired I'm drop dead gorgeous Gackt? If you don't may Hitler come back from the dead and shoot you now for being gay like that. Anyways...
I'm going to North Carolina on the twenty-third... yeah I know.. it's surprising being as I hate sun sunny places! Well... minus Cape Cod and California... I love those places and you cannot make me leave them. D: I wanna move to California... maybe I could live with my Aunt! Dude... I'd get a job and pay rent.. that be fucking awesome. I'd be in all my glory going to S.F everyday, trying to kidnap as many hot asians as I could! That just be fucking awesome as fucking hell. I cut my leg last night... it was TOTEMO painful *sobbu*! It's a little cut also... it bled... and I wanted to cry almost! I should put the computer towers away. I'm thinking though... for $60 bucks I should fix the old HP and give it to Jay as a birthday present. Well... first I gotta place all the drives for it back in.. then I have to wipe the memory and reinstall XP. Not so much work.. being as Best Buy would do the hard part ;D. I was also thinking of buying him a wireless internet card. I think I will... he got hit hard the other day, or last week.. *can't remember*. Yeah.. our bird Dale died. He liked her a hell'a lot. She just fell off her purch(spl?) and like heaved/panted then shut her eyes. I felt TOTEMO bad... because I had been wishing for her to just fall over and die. I felt sad too actually. The house isn't the same.. she isn't chirping... and I miss it. I almost cried when telling my dad on the phone. To think I hated the bird! I guess things change when you lose them.
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[14 Jun 2005|09:25pm] |
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That a good enough Journal subject? I really couldn't give two flying fucks either. Point out blank of this entry is that I feel like shit and like no one likes me. Yeah, I don't give a fuck if you people beg to differ, but you're not me, so there for you wouldn't know shit about it. I don't care what anyone says in a comment left to me... cause it means nothing to me. There, I said how I really truly feel and who fucking cares. I am a cold hearted self centered asshole. Do I care? No... because I don't know the defenition of care. Maybe you think I'm being over dramatic, and so then think that, cause I don't give two fucks if you do. I'm sick of all these point blank feelings that I get where I CONSTANTLY get a feeling that no one wants to be talking to me or hang out with me. In which I believe is true because no one ever rarely talks to me or feels like doing anything. I should of fucking slit my wrists like I wanted to last year. -0-
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